Its Been awhile

well, its been awhile. I don't know what to say not much to complain about not much to rejoice about. It's just comfortable with me. Now that I think of it I have never been this content with my life every thing is just great now. I think I have got the right friends that will be there for me no matter what. Starting with my baby girl Tessa even though we dont always go out and do something it is nice to have a friend to chill with some sweat pants on and talk about life

The Maybes in life.

You know life is full of maybes, people are full of maybe. I honestly don't know how to put this post together but I needed to do one. Starting with, maybe people are so shallow that your only allowed to be friends with those you met in middle school. I'm gonna start with the NEGATIVE maybes but just keep reading there isn't that many. The second maybe is, you know maybe she still talks ish about me but maybe that's why were aren't friends. Maybe people still think I faked my accident. Then again maybe with out it I wouldn't know who was really there for me. Here is the positive, maybe if I changed friends I wouldn't know him. If I didn't know him then we wouldn't be friends and if we weren't friends maybe that night wouldn't have happened. Which leads me to the last maybe. Maybe we were the type to kiss goodbye but then maybe again he always proves me wrong:) I don't do that many blog post so you probably don't know what's going on with my life but I'm working on catching you up. Starting with, he is exactly what I needed.
Quote of the day:
"Champions aren't born, they're made."

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Dance is my life. I love it! And recently I've been able to go back to it but with pain. But as once said no pain no gain... hahah this is my feet after a day at dance.

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car...smash.

So It's been a month. I bet you have know that I was involved in a car accident on sept. 23. 2011 (my brothers birthday.) We were making a left turn and got t boned... we all escaped by luck and the hand of god. What happened to me is non-exsistent in my brain when I was told what happened it seemed like a fairytale... it couldn't be true. At the moment of impact I apperently hit my head and blacked out also at the force of the impact my door flew open leaving me the perfect opportunity to get ejected from the car. At least this is what my paramedic and also another passanger said. Lucky for me the length I passed out is enough to give a person brain damage. I have not noticed anything but hey its been a month. For the another passangers I know have a 100% respect for. Saying we've almost died together should mean we will be friends for ever. I love my baby girls lauren and clara! Who were also being watched out for because none of us had perment life changing problems. For me my injuries were an deep open cut on my head (stiches), elbow (stiches), ground beef knee. Also I have a bad knee with a possible torn ligament. And some pretty bad whiplash and headaches from hell. I also have apperently altered personality now and my memory is weak. I thought that this would be the official documentation on what happened. The last thing I remembered from that day was screaming and then waking up to seeing my best friend laying next to me crying. If there is one thing I've learned from that day is charish everymoment. Because you might not have the chance to relive them. Respect everyone who respects you. And if a person will stop being friends with you because of something stupid they were never real friends. Its the people that dance with you in the light and walk with you in the shadows that really are your friends.

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My trip to...

Right now I am sitting in a car going three hours now. I am making a suprise visit to see the person who means most to me, my brother Gunner. I am stopped right now filling up on gas and such so I promise I'm not doing anything illegal. Except driving without shoes. I would like to mention everything I love about my brother there is so much but so little time. I will start with he taught me how to stick up for my self. With out him I would let people walk all over me. Lately I have lost some friends because of them just using me which brings us to to reason two he is truly my best friend.. all my best memories have been with him. Third he taught me how to not give a crap what people think and just be me but he also taught me its acceptable to be a brat sometimes. I miss him oh so much! Well gotta get back on the road.... 80 more miles and some greenday, all time low, and coldplay. Oh and some gummy bears and cold drinks! Be back tomorrow:)

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I am...

I am thankful for this guy. On this date in 2010 he came into my life, Even though we are broken up now he still influences me. Because he was unlike most he did give a crap what people said and he changed me for the good. He made me a personal solider. We have always been there for each other through the ups and through the downs. One of the downs being our break up cause by a girl I thought was my best friend for life. Shortly after I soon realized that she was the one not being completely honest but it was too late we had already entered the friend zone and there was no way out. If one day he happens to read this I hope he realizes that he made me happier than I thought was possible he taught me how to be strong but most importantly he taught me how to control my heart. His name is Sean and although my friends made fun of him I found him perfect.